Open Letter *

 I went to the words because I wanted to live deliberately. I wanted to live deep and rock out all the marrow of my life! to put to rest all that was not life and when I come to die, discover that I had lived.. not with them or through them but on my accord on my own free will. I woke up each and everyday and decided what my life would and wouldn't look like. 

That is why I went back to my words: because my words have always been more powerful than me. sometimes leading me on adventures I hadn't yet to seek, and sometimes giving me the courage to accept the changes to the things drowning me, and as the prophet as said; "The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain".

So choose to live, bathe and breathe in that sorrow. Use your words. pick up that paint brush, go to your closet and design your weeks worth of outfits, play those video games - Live life on your terms, but don't live it to satisfy others. This is your now. 

xoxo ,

A ❤

~Morning Ritual For Your Higher Self:

*Upon waking - stand or sit on a chair (preferably in sunlight) - with your feet firmly on the floor.             * Close your eyes and breathe deeply and rhythmically                                                                                          *Now imagine roots, like tree roots, growing down through the soles of your feet and into the earth below                                                                                                                                                                                 *Imagine the roots reaching deep, deep, deep into the earth's glowing core and anchoring you safely to HER.                                                                                                                                                                                   *Feel the energy flowing from you, to the Earth and back again, nourishing you both, as you exchange love and support.                                                                                                                                                             *When you feel complete, open your eyes and continue with your day.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       Namaste,                                                                                                                                  Averi ❤ 

                 

 

       ⚸◈☀  Open Letter to Anonymous ☀◆⚸

   The people who do not want to be in our lives go, we have to stand within the voids and the space they left, and we have to rebuild there. 

That is where the heart mends. That is where the scars heal. And that is something you give yourself. No one else is going to do it for you. No one else is capable! 

Please, if you are waiting for closure to move on, I hope you give yourself permission to just let go. I hope you give yourself permission to let something end in the middle of a chapter. I hope you give yourself permission to connect with the fact that no closure is closure. That a half-ending is still an ending. 

That someone not being able to choose you anymore just means that they were not meant to hold your heart. You can add meaning to that, you can dress it up, or dress it down, you can seek to understand why, but that does not change the fact that the ぬUniverseጭ did not fight for your souls to beat the odds, it does not change the fact that this person cannot love you.

And you deserve to be loved the way you love others. You deserve someone who celebrates your heart. You deserve someone who wants to hold you up on the worst of days when you cant find the strength to stand on your own two feet. You deserve someone who will laugh at all your horrible jokes, and someone who will let you talk about makeup for an hour straight. You do. 

You do. 

   You do.  

         You do. 

                   You do. 

 I know I have been missing for quite sometime now, and I do apologize as I have been dealing with a very low point in my life. I have currently reached a level of depression I never knew existed (says the person who was born depressed) my life has literally been wake up, distract myself and go back to bed... my head is a dark cave and my emotions are an avalanche dumping and pouring over constantly. I have lost so much recently and people keep leaving my life at such a rapid speed I feel exhausted, So I wrote I wrote for me for you all for whoever needed some push to know that even if it is hard (right now) it will get better, and if you are experiencing grief and loss or just depression in general there is help. 

Take good care, 

Cheers! 

Averi ❤👤

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